Thank you……
…………for everything……………
Thank you……….
……….for the support……………
……….I really appreciate it…………
Mak oh mak…..
March 28th, 2010 by admin No comments »Haih…Mak aku ni….dia nak berulang alik ke mainland beli kacang hijau sebab kacang hijau kat penang mahal 30 sen.
Kalau cam tu, macam mana lah dia nak bermastautin kat Penang?
Pening kepalaku dibuatnya!!
The Art of Communication
March 4th, 2010 by admin No comments »Here I am, at 5.11pm on a Thursday evening, all ready to end a hard days’ work, when a phone call spoils all my plans.
You see, I have make plans to rush to the hospital immediately after work, to avoid the jams, to see my father sooner, or all sorts of excuses.
I even arranged for FeiTze to get car from home and fetch mum by 5pm so that they could reach my office on time.
But then, I underestimate my mum, it seems. Or rather, I did not communicate with her.
She is still not ready to go by the time FeiTze reached home. So she called me, asking me to go home first, and give me all sorts of excuses.
As usual, I give up. What else can I say, when it comes to communicating with a mum?? :S
The man I loved most ~ My Hero
January 23rd, 2010 by admin No comments »I thought in the 23 years of my life, I have gone through enough heartbreaks and moments of devastation that it has made me a stronger person.
How wrong I am! Because no one is prepared for this kind of heartbreak. No one should need to go through this kind of hurt. God should not be so cruel, to let us see the person we loved most getting more and more fragile day by day.
The man I once believe is a superhero, the man I have always known that he would protect me from any harm, getting weaker day by day. Because of the alien that invaded his body, and also because of our own negligence, for not able to notice and anticipate the attacks of the aliens.
I am definitely not prepared for all this. No one will understand how I feel when I see his fragile body; his reflex getting slower, his breathing getting faster and his soul getting wasted away.
I know how he feels when I look at him. He thinks he is useless. He actually despises himself, I think. For being in this kind of state after being the man of the house for more than 30 years.
But despite all this, despite the foreign entity that is slowly conquering his body and soul, I still think of him as my hero. The only difference is that my hero needed my care and protection now.
And I am not going to let go so soon, no matter what the outcome is.
The Gift of Time
January 23rd, 2010 by admin No comments »I have always been preoccupied with time.
But now, I am seeing time in a bigger context. I have to admit that I am always rushing to do my works, rushing to meet datelines, and rushing to chase more time.
Now that I have a real deadline, I really feel that I do not have enough time to complete the job. The job of being a good daughter. Time is running away from me, leaving me, and depriving me of the most important role of all, a role of a daughter.
I wish to have more time….I wish to be able to spend all my time with you… I do not wish to be anywhere else, do anything else other than being by your side.
But I know I can’t. I have had this thought to stay by your side all the time, but I know you wouldn’t approve. You would see me as incapable, and you will see yourself as useless too.
And so I abandon the thought. I will be brave, I will do what needed to done. And I will keep on buying time. I only need you not to leave me, because I couldn’t imagine the life without you.
我擦干了眼泪！
January 9th, 2010 by admin No comments »擦干了眼泪，就勇敢向前冲！！
虽然时间从来不等待，可是我们会把握剩下的每一分，每一秒，珍惜和你在一起的每一刻.
Be Strong
January 8th, 2010 by admin No comments »Things has gone drastically bad in these 2 days. But we will keep on fighting and we will not give up.
We beg you not to give up on yourself too. It pained me to hear you talking as if you are the man of our past.
You will always be in our heart, now and forever.
We will fight, till the end of time!! And we will WIN!!
Migration DONE!!
November 27th, 2009 by admin No comments »Today I managed to migrate FeiTze’s blog from Blogger.com to his http://letyouknow.name.my/blog.
Such a big achievement from me. So proud of myself . :p
But he doesn’t seem so enthusiatic about his new blog though.
Doesn’t appreaciate what I did for him also 
A Pictorial of Fei Tze Birthday
November 26th, 2009 by admin No comments »25 Nov 2009, Wednesday,
~About to depart from home~
~Already late because of spending too much time on make up ~
~He cannot decide which one to eat~
~ I cannot wait for my food to arrrive~
~Yummy sushi, RM18~
~See he so excited~
~Haha, so cute~
~This budak,so pandai choose, dessert also wana eat horliao~
~Mystique, memang chantek~
~Too sweet, i still prefer “What’s your flavour”
♡ ♡ 爱 ♡ ♡
November 14th, 2009 by admin No comments »爱~真的会令人疯狂。
有些人真的会为了爱人付出，放弃一切。即使他爱的人再也不爱他了，他还是愿意为他付出默默等待。
他不在乎那付出，等待是值得吗，他只想要再次拥抱。
但是这一种等待对对方是一种负担，是一种厌烦。
当爱已经不在时，再多的付出和等待也都不值得了。
***我只想你明白，没有一个男人是值得你如此痛苦的。
