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100 Truths…

June 20th, 2009

Saw this post from my god-sis blog. I find it quite fun, and it’s time to be truthful to myself….Anyway, the beginning part was quite boring, but the ending was nice. Enjoy!!

100 Truths ~~ FUN~~

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Tea
2. Last phone call: 2 hours ago??
3. Last text message: From Him
4. Last song you listened to: Listening right now – 囚鸟 by Cass
5. Last time you cried : Only a few hours ago..I am reading a very romantic book la…

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Yea
7. Been cheated on: I guess so…:s
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope
9. Lost someone special: Sure
10. Been depressed: Yup, not a good feeling
11. Been drunk and threw up: Drunk but didn’t threw up

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Green
13. Black
14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yeap :)
16. Fallen out of love: erm…yes, & fall in love again J
17. Laughed until you cried: No..only idiot does that
18. Met someone who changed you: Yea, in a sense
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yea yea
20. Found out someone was talking about you: All the time la…
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: no la
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all la…
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2
24. Do you have any pets: Nope
25. Do you want to change your name: No…
26. What did you do for your last birthday? : forgotten already…I think I did celebrated it
27. What time did you wake up today: 9.10am…fresh
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping la.. I am old d
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: TOMORROW!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: few minutes ago..??
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My salary??
32. What are you listening to right now: Fish Leong song
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tom?? No!
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: The stupid TM internet line
35. Most visited webpage: My company website lo..and FB
36. Whats your real name: Neoh Sau Hun
37. Nicknames: Neoh Bird, recently people call me Big Gal
38. Relationship Status: Attached and very much in love..hehe
39. Zodiac sign: Capricorn
40. Male or female : Female
41. Elementary?: SKSJ
42. Middle School?: BM High School
43. High school/college?: USM (ciplak uni…J)
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Middle
46. Height: 155cm -.-
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yeap
48: What do you like about yourself?: erm…my eyes??
49. Piercings: ear?
50. Tattoos: wish to…
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Nope, scared
53. First piercing: yup
54. First best friend: I think her name is Elly
55. First sport you joined: erm…badminton?
56. First vacation: Langkawi :S
58. First pair of trainers: Bata brand green color?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: minutes ago (guilty)
60. Drinking: a moment ago
61. I’m about to: do something for dad, and upload new theme for my blog
62. Listening: some cutie song  :S
63. Waiting: TOMORROW


YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? : Who wouldn’t?
65. Get Married? : Of course
66. Career? : Hoping

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller. not
70. Older or Younger:  younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic ..
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: I love troublemakers

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: NO!!
77. Drank hard liquor: yup
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope
79. Sex on first date: Cuh-ra-zee…NO
80. Broken someone’s heart: Yeaa, lots of time..sorry for that
82. Been arrested: No way
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Yes..
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yea

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Most of the time
87. Miracles:Yea
88. Love at first sight: Nope.
89. Heaven: Hope so
90. Santa Claus: No la
91. Kiss on the first date: Nope
92. Angels: Yea, I have one

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Sigh..regretting now..
95. Did you sing today?: Hehe, yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Sorry…
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Before I handled it wrongly
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Last year only?? Then 1-1-08
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Nope
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yea,have to

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The Direction

June 20th, 2009

Its hard to be an adult. I am sure a lot of grown-ups feel the same way too. We no longer have the simplicity and naivety of children.

The most important thing is, we must have our own direction. No one is going to paint the road for us anymore. And this is actually the loneliest time in our life. Because no one are able to help us, no one can replace the loneliness of having to find our own direction.

So it is crucial that we were brought up being independent. Do not rely on anyone in no matter what we did, otherwise, you would be a crippled bird when the tree get chopped down.

I do have my direction now, but I lost the driver. And in a way, I feel lost too. But I know I must manage without my driver. No one for me to rely on anymore, so would have to rely on myself. I keep on telling myself, I will be fine, I would surely cope. And I really do believe in it.

What doesn’t kill me will only make me stronger.

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My 5 Days Ordeal

June 20th, 2009

Thousands of thoughts ran through my mind when I realised that the time is near. I knew it is coming soon, but I never thought it will come so fast. You keep on telling me, 5 days is a short duration. You will be back before I knew it. But it is not like that, it is not a matter of time. It is how I am able to cope, how I am going to live with myself in these 5 days. Anyway, its already day 4 now, and I am still surviving. Cheers!!

Day 1

It was with heavy heart that I say goodbye to you. I feel down the whole day, like a piece of me is lost. I never thought it would be so difficult to let you go. I am getting more restless at night, because it is the moment I dreaded the most. I wouldn’t say I am afraid of loneliness, I actually liked being lonely. But somehow, without you, I feel the loneliness is killing me. I did not slept well that night.

Day 2

My first thought after I wake up is you. I think of what to sms to you, but you were faster than me. I guess you missed  me too. Today is slightly better than yesterday. Perhaps I have come to terms that you are not here anymore. I had a very tiring day, and the only think that kept me going on is that I will have to go through this few days before I am able to see you again. I slept better today, but probably only because I am too tired.

Day 3

I woke up feeling lazy. It is Friday!! But who would have guessed that today is not a good day for me.I had a few small misfortune, and it only make me miss you more. If you here…..I keep on telling myself, you will be back in another 2 days. I relished on that thought. I know you missed me too.. I can feel it in all your sms-es. I am back at my own home, so I have no problem sleeping tonight.

Day 4

I get to wake up late today. It was fun. I thought you would have sms-ed me by the time I woke up,but you didn’t. Doesn’t matter, you need your beauty sleep too. You are going out shopping later, and I really do wish I could go with you. You sounded excited in your sms, and I know you will have fun. Don’t worry about me, I plan to enjoy my lazy weekend and get all the rest I lost. I will be fine today, because I will be able to see you tomorrow.

Day 5

It’s the final day!! My waiting is finally over. I will be going to airport later. I want to look my very best for you. And I finally can sleep in peace tonight.

It only take one trip abroad to let me know what I really want. And it is you. Now I do have a very clear view of my future, and you are in the picture too.  :D

Just a gentle reminder, you promised me that you will bring me together anywhere from now onwards.

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