Archive for April, 2009

“TOP PRIORITY PROJECT” – will be launched on 28-April-2009

April 26th, 2009

Today I finished my “TOP PRIORITY PROJECT”. This project is very important for me, because it make me feel belonged. I really have a lot of emotions going through my heart as I am doing it. Outsiders may think that actually this is just a normal thing, something we see everyday, but for me, it sparked something inside me.

Maybe I feel this because of so many events that happened recently. I have been worried sick for the past few days, but luckily, things turned better recently. So today when he asked me to stay back for dinner, I agreed. Partly is because he did not eat well this few days, and another part is because I think he would want me to accompany him more.

I hope I can be a better person, because I will never want to let him down.

知己

April 26th, 2009

原来,我并没有什么知己。 心情不好,想找个人诉苦都没有。。越想就越觉得很可悲~pathetic.

我什么时候开始失去了我的所有好朋友??也不可以说失去,只是工作越忙,就越少联络。渐渐的,感情就越淡了。。。

我是一个不好相处的人,我承认。称呼人少,得罪人多,这就是我。嘻嘻。

我该对谁诉说我的心情呢??BearBear,我好想你哦!!!

笑我笨。。。

April 25th, 2009

原来,我一直等待的只是空气。原来,我在好久好久以前就已经失去。

他在好久以前就已经停止给我希望,只是我一直都宁愿选择盲目,选择不去听。

为什么会让我遇见他?为什么我会选择相信他?

是因为我笨。。。连我的影子都笑我笨。。。。

这次,我真的该死心了!!!