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World Cup Fever

June 26th, 2010

Yesterday was the match between Portugal vs Brazil, a highly anticipated match.

Even though the result was not what I expected (as I expect Brazil would perform better), kudos to Portugal for their defense.

I came home around midnight (happily) after watching the match, only to find FeiTze still awake, waiting for me.

Don’t get me wrong, I did invite ask him to go watch with me, but he politely decline.

Haha! How the world has changed!

If this was a decade ago, the one patiently waiting at home would be the girls/wives, for their guys to came back (drunkenly) after watching a match.

And if the team they support lost the match, you would expect to get a handful from the guys.

As I opened the door and saw my guy, I couldn’t help feeling ironic that I was the one that went out to watch Wold Cup, and my dear is patiently waiting for me to come home.

Ah, the world has changed…..

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This is for you

May 1st, 2010

世界上应该没有另外一个人会像你对我这样好了。

I am actually very grateful that you are always by my side when I needed you most, helping me go through all this.

I do not know how I am able to thank you for all that you have done for me and my family.

But I guess this is normal if you really love somebody. You do not think of how much you give, you just simply give without asking for any repayment.

I have learnt my lesson. I will appreciate you more. In fact,I will appreciate people around me more.

And I will appreciate life even more.

Thanks to you, my dear. I love you.

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Mak oh mak…..

March 28th, 2010

Haih…Mak aku ni….dia nak berulang alik ke mainland beli kacang hijau sebab kacang hijau kat penang mahal 30 sen.

Kalau cam tu, macam mana lah dia nak bermastautin kat Penang?

Pening kepalaku dibuatnya!!

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The Art of Communication

March 4th, 2010

Here I am, at 5.11pm on a Thursday evening, all ready to end a hard days’ work, when a phone call spoils all my plans.

You see, I have make plans to rush to the hospital immediately after work, to avoid the jams, to see my father sooner, or all sorts of excuses.

I even arranged for FeiTze to get car from home and fetch mum by 5pm so that they could reach my office on time.

But then, I underestimate my mum, it seems. Or rather, I did not communicate with her.

She is still not ready to go by the time FeiTze reached home. So she called me, asking me to go home first, and give me all sorts of excuses.

As usual, I give up. What else can I say, when it comes to communicating with a mum?? :S

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The man I loved most ~ My Hero

January 23rd, 2010

I thought in the 23 years of my life, I have gone through enough heartbreaks and moments of devastation that it has made me a stronger person.

How wrong I am! Because no one is prepared for this kind of heartbreak. No one should need to go through this kind of hurt. God should not be so cruel, to let us see the person we loved most getting more and more fragile day by day.

The man I once believe is a superhero, the man I have always known that he would protect me from any harm, getting weaker day by day. Because of the alien that invaded his body, and also because of our own negligence, for not able to notice and anticipate the attacks of the aliens.

I am definitely not prepared for all this. No one will understand how I feel when I see his fragile body; his reflex getting slower, his breathing getting faster and his soul getting wasted away.

I know how he feels when I look at him. He thinks he is useless. He actually despises himself, I think. For being in this kind of state after being the man of the house for more than 30 years.

But despite all this, despite the foreign entity that is slowly conquering his body and soul, I still think of him as my hero. The only difference is that my hero needed my care and protection now.

And I am not going to let go so soon, no matter what the outcome is.

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The Gift of Time

January 23rd, 2010

I have always been preoccupied with time.

But now, I am seeing time in a bigger context. I have to admit that I am always rushing to do my works, rushing to meet datelines, and rushing to chase more time.

Now that I have a real deadline, I really feel that I do not have enough time to complete the job. The job of being a good daughter. Time is running away from me, leaving me, and depriving me of the most important role of all, a role of a daughter.

I wish to have more time….I wish to be able to spend all my time with you… I do not wish to be anywhere else, do anything else other than being by your side.

But I know I can’t. I have had this thought to stay by your side all the time, but I know you wouldn’t approve. You would see me as incapable, and you will see yourself as useless too.

And so I abandon the thought. I will be brave, I will do what needed to done. And I will keep on buying time. I only need you not to leave me, because I couldn’t imagine the life without you.

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Be Strong

January 8th, 2010

Things has gone drastically bad in these 2 days. But we will keep on fighting and we will not give up.

We beg you not to give up on yourself too. It pained me to hear you talking as if you are the man of our past.

You will always be in our heart, now and forever.

We will fight, till the end of time!! And we will WIN!!

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珍惜

July 18th, 2009

人，总是要失去了过后才懂得珍惜。

为什么不要在拥有的时候好好把握，好好珍惜？？

等到失去了，不是已经来不及了吗？那时候，再说什么后悔也都没有用了。

人生短短几年，难道就要计较得那么多吗？我们就不能慷慨一点，随便一点吗？

趁现在，大家还在，就应该好好珍惜，应为真的不懂什么时候，一醒来，他们就不在了。所有事情都不一样了。。。

我不要等到那个时候才后悔自己做的不够好，做得不够多。我知道时间真的不多了，时间会过得很快，所以我已经很珍惜现在了。

可是你呢? 你什么时候才会清醒？什么时候才会珍惜？

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My 5 Days Ordeal

June 20th, 2009

Thousands of thoughts ran through my mind when I realised that the time is near. I knew it is coming soon, but I never thought it will come so fast. You keep on telling me, 5 days is a short duration. You will be back before I knew it. But it is not like that, it is not a matter of time. It is how I am able to cope, how I am going to live with myself in these 5 days. Anyway, its already day 4 now, and I am still surviving. Cheers!!

Day 1

It was with heavy heart that I say goodbye to you. I feel down the whole day, like a piece of me is lost. I never thought it would be so difficult to let you go. I am getting more restless at night, because it is the moment I dreaded the most. I wouldn’t say I am afraid of loneliness, I actually liked being lonely. But somehow, without you, I feel the loneliness is killing me. I did not slept well that night.

Day 2

My first thought after I wake up is you. I think of what to sms to you, but you were faster than me. I guess you missed me too. Today is slightly better than yesterday. Perhaps I have come to terms that you are not here anymore. I had a very tiring day, and the only think that kept me going on is that I will have to go through this few days before I am able to see you again. I slept better today, but probably only because I am too tired.

Day 3

I woke up feeling lazy. It is Friday!! But who would have guessed that today is not a good day for me.I had a few small misfortune, and it only make me miss you more. If you here…..I keep on telling myself, you will be back in another 2 days. I relished on that thought. I know you missed me too.. I can feel it in all your sms-es. I am back at my own home, so I have no problem sleeping tonight.

Day 4

I get to wake up late today. It was fun. I thought you would have sms-ed me by the time I woke up,but you didn’t. Doesn’t matter, you need your beauty sleep too. You are going out shopping later, and I really do wish I could go with you. You sounded excited in your sms, and I know you will have fun. Don’t worry about me, I plan to enjoy my lazy weekend and get all the rest I lost. I will be fine today, because I will be able to see you tomorrow.

Day 5

It’s the final day!! My waiting is finally over. I will be going to airport later. I want to look my very best for you. And I finally can sleep in peace tonight.

It only take one trip abroad to let me know what I really want. And it is you. Now I do have a very clear view of my future, and you are in the picture too. :D

Just a gentle reminder, you promised me that you will bring me together anywhere from now onwards.

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“TOP PRIORITY PROJECT” – will be launched on 28-April-2009

April 26th, 2009

Today I finished my “TOP PRIORITY PROJECT”. This project is very important for me, because it make me feel belonged. I really have a lot of emotions going through my heart as I am doing it. Outsiders may think that actually this is just a normal thing, something we see everyday, but for me, it sparked something inside me.

Maybe I feel this because of so many events that happened recently. I have been worried sick for the past few days, but luckily, things turned better recently. So today when he asked me to stay back for dinner, I agreed. Partly is because he did not eat well this few days, and another part is because I think he would want me to accompany him more.